Lyrics

I can't escape, escape from this memory
Haunting my days, it brings me this misery
I never thought you'd be the one to bring me pain.
It shouldn't be that it had ended up this way
Trauma tore a hole through the preconceived fabric I thought was reality
I am blind from the darkness I'm in
A void with no end, I fall deeper in
Nowhere to turn when you're up on the edge
A void with no end, I fall deeper in
It took me years to see straight
Now I'm the one with the strength and you have no control over me
I never thought I'd be free from all the pain in the past but you have no control over me
False sense of security
Came crashing down on me
Down on me
Right at the start, I am back and there's nowhere to go
Can't find my way, I am stuck in this wretched hell hole
Nowhere to turn on the edge, and I'm ready to go
Into the void, I will fall down eternity
(I am blind)
In the dark, I am lost with myself in a wretched hell hole
(Eternally)
Falling down to my grave in the void, and there's nowhere to go
It took me years to see straight
Now I'm the one with the strength and you have no control over me
I never thought I'd be free from all the pain in the past but you have no control over me
You have no control on me
Just when I thought I was free
It all came back
Here we go again
Back again to a time when I hide from it all cuz you ruined my life
Here we go again
Always try to move on from the crime that you made to be better than you
Here we go again
Have to fight in this life to be sane from the pain, I will suffer it through
Here we go again
I will take what is mine, the power to survive
I will take it from you
I will take control from you
It took me years to see straight
Now I'm the one with the strength and you have no control over me
I never thought I'd be free from all the pain in the past but you have no control over me
It took me years to see straight
(You have no control over me)
I never thought I'd be free
(You have no control over me)
You have no control on me
Just when I thought I was free
Memories come back to me